i think about the death of my parents every night.
not as a thought experiment, but as a preparation in case the spontaneous arrives. every time i go to sleep i just prepare myself for the possibility that my mother would simply not be there, or that this'll be the last time i say goodnight to my father. i do this so that i could minimize the shock and pain whenever it eventually happens.
not as a thought experiment, but as a preparation in case the spontaneous arrives. every time i go to sleep i just prepare myself for the possibility that my mother would simply not be there, or that this'll be the last time i say goodnight to my father. i do this so that i could minimize the shock and pain whenever it eventually happens.