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  1. someguysomeone

    I hope not using shub helps with procrastination or well atleast i would find more fun way to...

    I hope not using shub helps with procrastination or well atleast i would find more fun way to procrastinate then lurking here.
  2. someguysomeone

    god my neck hurts i need to change my sitting posture.

    god my neck hurts i need to change my sitting posture.
  3. someguysomeone

    that's it

    that's it
  4. someguysomeone

    Also if she thinks if she is talking about stuff she actually cares about she would be laughed...

    Also if she thinks if she is talking about stuff she actually cares about she would be laughed at. (this is not actually true but really due to who she usually talks to)[people who aren't interested] and her own inherent biases twisting reality.
  5. someguysomeone

    So a general sense of anxiety and disillusionment. "everyone is incompetent and so am I". {this...

    So a general sense of anxiety and disillusionment. "everyone is incompetent and so am I". {this part is not actually supported by the song or intended by the singer but i think it would be fitting.}
  6. someguysomeone

    Other people don't care about it. So even though she wants to be in the top she is still in the...

    Other people don't care about it. So even though she wants to be in the top she is still in the middle. Mental illness prevents her from working even though she spends hours it's not productive.
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    Oh i must also clarify one more thing. The song has her parents being splashed into drops of...

    Oh i must also clarify one more thing. The song has her parents being splashed into drops of blood but i should clarify it's not always pressure by parents. People are forced to work hard for more practical reasons too. Maybe she would be married off quickly if she is poor or would get a 10 hour...
  8. someguysomeone

    Basically she thinks. It's not ideal love I can't really talk they would leave. "They would...

    Basically she thinks. It's not ideal love I can't really talk they would leave. "They would abandon me." This is of course actually true to a extent. most people are not saints and value self preservation and there own mental health. "don't abandon me"
  9. someguysomeone

    "She is worried that talking once won't fix her problems. This worry causes her anxiety. This...

    "She is worried that talking once won't fix her problems. This worry causes her anxiety. This leads to despair which ironically makes her feel even worse." Now she acts fine anyway cause well having others stress would not help her and she thinks that talking doesn't really help.
  10. someguysomeone

    It's a feedback loop. You are sad. You can't laugh at nice wholesome shit because your mind is...

    It's a feedback loop. You are sad. You can't laugh at nice wholesome shit because your mind is preoccupied with a worry. So you talk to yourself for a long periods of times. You develop fantasies of everything getting instantly fixed with "ideal love". It doesn't get fixed. Most major reason...
  11. someguysomeone

    Ok it's all not actually part of song but I don't have time to write a full on novel about the...

    Ok it's all not actually part of song but I don't have time to write a full on novel about the song so i am just basically writing a story outline.
  12. someguysomeone

    Talking about problems won't help because it would just remind her how different it is from...

    Talking about problems won't help because it would just remind her how different it is from ideal and how unlikely it is that it would all be fixed. Because you just can't love the mental illness out of someone instantly. Of course she recognizes she is super high maintenance and so...
  13. someguysomeone

    It's basically the fact that due to lack of real love and interaction she has grown to desire a...

    It's basically the fact that due to lack of real love and interaction she has grown to desire a "ideal love due to escapist fantasies". Now anything which is real and which may grow would just look too meh. Normal jokes would fall on deaf ears because well her environment sucks.
  14. someguysomeone

    Even if that happens it won't be enough. Cause well it won't be love. The girl also has to like...

    Even if that happens it won't be enough. Cause well it won't be love. The girl also has to like the boy for it to ideal love. Also even if it is out of genuine concern if someone who looks kinda creepy tried to help her. She would assume ulterior motives. Even if she wouldn't. She won't risk it...
  15. someguysomeone

    Ideal love is possible. The type where people will die for each other. It's the fact that in...

    Ideal love is possible. The type where people will die for each other. It's the fact that in mundane reality such a thing is very rare or takes too much time. It's not that she can't find it but the fact is if she would need to confess to every single boy in her class. To find someone so...
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