Currently engaged in soul-searching.
How can I become more evil?
What is worthwhile to spend my time and effort on?
How can I boost my motivation level?
I think that I'm in a habitual rut that is bottlenecking my potential. I think the only way to escape this rut is through a paradigm shift in my lifestyle.
To become different I need to take on a new lifestyle. Anything less would cause the degree of change in myself to be unsatisfactory. Also, I need to figure out specifically what lifestyle it is that would be most conducive towards the kind of future existence I'm hoping to become.
Currently engaged in soul-searching.
How can I become more evil?
What is worthwhile to spend my time and effort on?
How can I boost my motivation level?