i find the best energy to do shit with is to just do it out of spite. even if no one is instigating you just imagine Big Bully Billy laughing at your face and finish the job just to spite your schizophrenia.
we need a word for the special type of lazy where you're purposefully not going to the gym/eating unhealthily out of pure, voluntary punishment for yourself
can we just have one modern superman film where he doesn't turn into some dark morally dubious bullshit and remains the innocent paragon of virtue as he'd always been