My intention was discussing it as a whole after I finish it, to be honest~
I don't think I've meet someone with a memory as good as yours since Bielt...
Oooooooh, I see I see~
Have fun with it tomorrow then~
As for my memory... Uhn... I just remember the stuff that matters to me I guess? And even then, I forget a lot of stuff that I care about... I lost count of how many times I had to search around my blogs to see if I already wrote about something... And sometimes I even go talk to my boyfriend about something and he suddenly tells me I already talked to him about it and I'm like... "Wait, really!? >.<"
I guess I just have good RP memory or something~?
Even I wouldn't trust myself with my own close to heart matters, tbh, so I understand.
It's not that I don't trust you though? *tilts head*
More like Luxia happened to open up to me a bit at a time in my life when everything was an absolute mess and I was going crazy and even borderline suicidal, so I just kinda threw a gigantic baggage at her and begged for help, and she kinda saved me at that point~
Basically she was there for me at the right time and place and was willing to help me out when I needed it the most, that made me establish a pretty deep connection~
Talking about close to heart matters is always hard to me, so it's something I very very rarely do... Like, it took me about 2 years to tell a cousin of mine about an important thing I needed to tell him about myself... >.>
Well, my way of dealing with my own private matters is leaving it stewing inside me until they boil over~
I generally recommend trying to talk to someone you trust about them to help you deal with them better or to at least hear a different perspective... or to just think a bit on it while talking, it helps.
Or even just venting... Everything helps more than doing nothing... >.>