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Something new I started doing. 1st chapter is a big ole piece of crap. So why doesn't it work? What does it need? I'm in the weeds here. All feedback appreciated.
I know what I'm going to do with it, but I can't stick the landing (or start) in this case.
Alright, don't get triggered, okay? Apart from the minor typos and grammatical errors (we all do that), it's just this feeling that the composition was holding itself back. For the record, Ai-chan likes your imagery, so this is not a hatefuck, alright?
Personally, Ai-chan thinks this chapter has no immediacy. It's like you almost got it, but you're not in a hurry to take that final inch. And just as when you're almost about to reach it, you linger there instead of touching it. Much of the first chapter was almost, almost, almost. There's a literary term for this, but Ai-chan can't remember.
Granted, it could just be Ai-chan's own preference, but it feels like your protagonist is holding herself back all the time. Consider the following examples:
1. "The city in her view as she crossed the street snapped to an instant to a monotone green." Ai-chan think it would be better to write it as "Crossing the street, the city before her very eyes snapped instantly to a monotone green."
2. "Almost instinctively, she grabbed the back of her head, feeling pain, expecting pain, looking for. . . blood?"
"As if by instinct, she touched the back of her head, feeling for pain, expecting the pain and looking for... blood."
Yes, Ai-chan is aware that you're trying to give her the feeling of bewilderment. But you do not need to make it a question. When a person is dazed, they do not ask questions, they just feel that something is wrong, but they can't put a finger to it.
There were two others that Ai-chan wanted to mention, but couldn't find them again. Oh well, hope this much helps.