LostinMovement
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@Amae @Arexio already offered you great insights and there isn't much for me to add.
I don't know if this would help you but in my first year of college, I was sexually molested by a man in the subway. I haven't taken the subway for four years now. I learned to ride motorbikes instead. I can't stand men standing too close behind me. I have burnt the jeans I wore that day and I couldn't perform certain sexual positions with my ex-partners due to that 'accident'.
Every time, I think about what happened. I can't breath properly. I become sweaty and I feel dirty all of a sudden, like I have to shower or wash myself with water. I still maintain proper distance with male strangers when I'm walking down the streets or in public in general. I took therapy sessions for it but nothing changed much. Trauma is not something you can 'logically' get rid of. That's the thing about it. So keep that in mind when you write your MC.
PS : I wish 'sexual molestation' in pubic transport was as fun as Hentai makes it out to be.
I don't know if this would help you but in my first year of college, I was sexually molested by a man in the subway. I haven't taken the subway for four years now. I learned to ride motorbikes instead. I can't stand men standing too close behind me. I have burnt the jeans I wore that day and I couldn't perform certain sexual positions with my ex-partners due to that 'accident'.
Every time, I think about what happened. I can't breath properly. I become sweaty and I feel dirty all of a sudden, like I have to shower or wash myself with water. I still maintain proper distance with male strangers when I'm walking down the streets or in public in general. I took therapy sessions for it but nothing changed much. Trauma is not something you can 'logically' get rid of. That's the thing about it. So keep that in mind when you write your MC.
PS : I wish 'sexual molestation' in pubic transport was as fun as Hentai makes it out to be.