I talk to the friends inside my head and they'll always there to listen, as long I keep calm with an open mind.
The only thing that burdens me is my own mortal weakness.
Only when I grow stronger, shall this bond of friendship grows thicker than blood or even the black hole. Not because they prefer strong people but since becoming strong means being able to understand them better, not just expecting them to babysit me forever. At certain point, I will be able to give back to them and watch their backs, as they did for me.