Not really. I'm actually not a very positive or cheerful person irl. Even my family members have called me killjoy or distant at times.
It's just that when I'm online, it's easier to be helpful and open with people. I don't have many friends irl, and the few friend groups I have, I'm mostly a third wheel lowkey type of guy, so it does get a bit lonely at times. At least online, I can somehow validate or give value to myself and feel better when I make strangers feel better. I guess it comes with also trying(?) To play the chill mentor role in a way... even though I'm not as experienced or good as a lot of you guys.
On topic with the thread, you seem very active and engaged with my posts and I like that. Helps me a lot emotionally.
