I am my own motivator for writing. Sure, I would like my stories to be out there which is why I write, but I am my own motivation. I make my own goals and work hard on them. Success to me is knowing that I completed my goals above all the other things I care for.
My goal is to complete my Novel, no matter what happens. If I can do that, then that is when I can celebrate a completed Novel.
You cant celebrate if you dont complete the Novel. If you cant stand on your own , be your own parent, if you cant write , be your own teacher. You can write the Novel. Yes you can.