I'm sick of the words she would say and I really miss my calm life in the countryside. I miss my cat and I have been here for 2 weeks and I don't want to live her for a month. My godfather really just had to go to his farm qvq.
I'm more prepared than she was! Hahaha! So long your anger Mommy, even if you'd scold and insult me today I will talk back after I become an adult, just wait, I can be silent today but not tomorrow!
Also, back to my education, she then thinks I wouldn't be able to get a job in the future but I've already prepared my self courses to take if I fail to become a teacher : a freelancer artist/writer, a content creator or a municipal garbage collector.
Then, if I use my phone, she thinks I'm playing legends all day but in reality I wasn't! She tried and attempted to get my phone but I was faster than her, ha!
I'm absolutely traumatized by her ferocity and my godfather could only laugh and remain quiet as she insults how incompetent her husband was too. Telling us both on how similar we were in behaviors (We're both wastrels she says).
Like, what does she expect from me, a 15 year old? She expects me to be omnipotent in everything and if I can't, she scolds me on how incompetent I was and I should quit school cause I don't know anything. She also insults my biological parents and say how lousy they were in caring me and If I...
As I said above, I will truly indeed. After I just posted that, my godmother went to insult and blame me for my worthlessness. I ranted in the bathroom. Then, as I decided to write a long message, my godmother calmed down and she slept. Hurrah, peacefulness at last.