Do you know
once i was lucky enough to get 4+ very giga good WNs
as a WN addict, its like the new year + birthday combined
especially as 2020, chinese WNs is a mountain of shi
result, soon later, i was heavy sick for like 5months
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but yeah, even if i "try not get hurt"
"pot falling from the sky" = "meteor even staying at home"
Its also why i created this thinking of "negative-positive"
I always think the worse.
This way i am never disappointed, and even happy if its not the worse
Ex: Fall in stairs, if break a bone, would be happy i didnt die from head hitfall
But also bc of how reality is a b, and 2023. Games garbage, and users that cant even read correctly or /woosh meaning
I am probably the human on earth that pray the hardest to not win big lotteries, bc of how scared i would become of my "luck" trying to counterbalance it, if i did
ps : IT ALSO doesnt help, there are videos compiling the stories of terribly fate for big winners in the past, like the lowkey man winner, with burglars, entering, threatening, shoot-killing him in front of his family
Do you fcking know
this weird way i write, with so many (), "", []
its mostly with how often misunderstood and how many /whoosh and how many "misreaden" and how many "mistaken bc no voice tone"
i was
I am a magnet for problems
Speaking of.
I can also a [Lone star] constitution
Giving someone a lot of money doesn't make them financially stable, in most cases they will simply spend it recklessly or won't know how to properly manage it to the best of their abilities. There is a reason a rich person is rich, it's because they know how to handle the money.