Normally I would sad react to this type of terrible thing, but it is awesome that you took your time to give such a well-thought out, intelligent response. And extra super awesome that you are sharing something so personal, even if painful for you to do so. So love react it is! Hope that sharing it is a weight off your shoulders, rather than dredging up old and new muck (metaphorical muck, like emotions and trauma). So sorry that you have to deal with that constant barrage. And it’s rough that they have so few to talk to about the cruelties they face.
I was just talking about it in the Discord server yesterday, of how some parents don't deserved to be parents because of the effects they gave to their children. I decided to be vocal about my experiences, since I read it helps me deal with the
shits I experienced helping my students, and also to raise awareness of what's really going on within our schools, and society, as a whole.
Honestly, it is difficult. Last month, our education ministry conducted a seminar to us teachers in the public sector, for there's an alarming rate of child abuse cases (sexual, emotional, physical) that involve both family and school nowadays. Teachers, parents, relatives, siblings...you name it, I have a case to tell.
While I'm glad that the problem was finally recognized by our education secretary, it was the first time I broke down before my fellow educators, because I was relating what I dealt with at my previous school (and where I lost my first job because of my rapist co-teacher who threatened to kill me). And really, I admit I need a counselor, or a psychiatrist, to help with the traumas (I only listened and is supposed to be a 'third-party', but it really gets into your soul...listening to the victims' stories). What's even more difficult is that, I can't stop listening. Even in my new school today, students come to me to tell me their problems...and I'm not trained to be a guidance counselor (I'm just an ordinary teacher).
That's why I can't really find the heart to forgive those parents who only think of their 'happiness'. Children who come from broken, dysfunctional homes are always at high risk of getting abused, and their trust, broken. Sure, such parents may profess 'I love my child', but for fuck's sake, if you really loved your child you won't fuck with your family. Or better yet, don't make a family at all.
Also, thank you for the kind words. I really need those today.