I'm basically a collection of mental illnesses, having autism, OCD, ADHD and probably shizo. Combined it with depression and having suicidal tendencies plus having a short term memory.
My main mode of living is:
-wakes up
-starts having depression
-tries to psyche myself up
-feels that living isn't worth it
-contemplates suicide
-OCD makes that suicide isn't perfect
-tries asking people for help
-Autism makes me incapable of socializing
-ADHD swiches thought process
-starts talking to myself
-forgets what I'm doing
-starts day normally
If you have lots of reasons to do suicide, then don't mind telling me. I would like to listen to the reasons you contemplate doing such acts and how you encourage yourself not to.
It would be nice to talk with someone who has a disorder, you know?
I would never know if one day, you stopped going online. Because no one told us that you were... Quitting the world.
So, even if you have autism, talk to me. And best, talk to all of us.
You're not alone in the case of autism, you know?
Don't forget, self-esteem.
The world is one hell of a place to laugh at. Don't forget to do that.
I'm trash at writing a story
You're still writing instead, you hypocrite.
Also, here's what I found about myself by writing:
-Learning English better.
-Able to be mature and actually grow up.
-Finds writing more engaging, even when I encounter Writer's Block.
-Able to improve my grammar (because I'm using Grammarly regularly).
-Hypocrite (in question).