Reality's lack of perfection. I thought of it as an ideal. As such it is an imagined lack of mistakes. Kind of akin to darkness being the absence of Light.
In reality, neither exist and only describe a perception. Reality is nothing but gradients and within those we find everything we love or hate, contrast is the canvas of existence.
I have made so many terrible mistakes. I may be a mistake. However, I can no longer stop even if everything I am is a mistake. That is the villainess path.
Each day I am trying my best to become a splendid villainess. Even though it sounds ridiculous, and if you ever met me you would probably find me to be just the way I am online, which is quite strange in real life. Concrete goals are a difficult thing to define. It's even more difficult to achieve them. I fall short of my own ideals and it gnaws at me.
The worst part of it all is that I can see all my flaws, and all the mistakes that I have made in life haunt me. Well, my normal daily life haunts me as well, however, I cannot stop for so many reasons.
how would one
distinguish perfection?
Perhaps, imperfection is the
true beauty in the world?