KyoruS
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Is writing even worth it?
The question still haunts me to this day, even more so as my story is gradually losing in popularity. At first I write mostly because I want to train myself in articulating my thoughts and one of my best friends (who once in a while also becomes my editor) says one of the best way in doing so is by writing. There's also the fact that I'm bored out of my mind at the start of covid and wished for a new hobby; the multitude of generic isekai stories that once fuels me in my boredom starts to turn very stale due to its very predictable and cliched nature.
It’s no surprise that my story takes a familiar, but at the same time, a different take on the genre riddled with reader-insert and wish fulfillment.
Money is also the motivation albeit not a prime one and only consider it as a potential side-income, as I don't want to write full-time and I have other money-generating passion in mind that takes huge chunk of time.
So, is writing even worth it? Honestly I don't know, that's why the question haunts me to this day. Writing is both a suffering and a curse, said by one of the famed authors who's skill I might not be able to reach in my lifetime. And I agree with what he said. If it weren't for the damn few readers who still comments and eagerly anticipating my stories, I would've quit long time ago and finally be in peace.
But I don't. I might not be posting consistently but dear god do I think of my story every single moment. Even as I cruise through my day to day hectic life there will always be time in between where my mind comes up with a peculiar event or perhaps an interesting piece of dialogue for the story. Forcing me stop whatever I’m doing and quickly write it down in my note app that is now take ages to scroll down full of ideas. Further encouraging me to write and continue my story. A bloody curse.
One thing for sure, I write because of the untapped potential in my ideas that I want to bring to life. Or should I say forced… Whether it’s worth it or not will always be the question that haunts me everyday
Sorry if this sounds like a rant. I do still appreciate and thank you all for taking the time to read my rant. Oh and happy new year everybody!
The question still haunts me to this day, even more so as my story is gradually losing in popularity. At first I write mostly because I want to train myself in articulating my thoughts and one of my best friends (who once in a while also becomes my editor) says one of the best way in doing so is by writing. There's also the fact that I'm bored out of my mind at the start of covid and wished for a new hobby; the multitude of generic isekai stories that once fuels me in my boredom starts to turn very stale due to its very predictable and cliched nature.
It’s no surprise that my story takes a familiar, but at the same time, a different take on the genre riddled with reader-insert and wish fulfillment.
Money is also the motivation albeit not a prime one and only consider it as a potential side-income, as I don't want to write full-time and I have other money-generating passion in mind that takes huge chunk of time.
So, is writing even worth it? Honestly I don't know, that's why the question haunts me to this day. Writing is both a suffering and a curse, said by one of the famed authors who's skill I might not be able to reach in my lifetime. And I agree with what he said. If it weren't for the damn few readers who still comments and eagerly anticipating my stories, I would've quit long time ago and finally be in peace.
But I don't. I might not be posting consistently but dear god do I think of my story every single moment. Even as I cruise through my day to day hectic life there will always be time in between where my mind comes up with a peculiar event or perhaps an interesting piece of dialogue for the story. Forcing me stop whatever I’m doing and quickly write it down in my note app that is now take ages to scroll down full of ideas. Further encouraging me to write and continue my story. A bloody curse.
One thing for sure, I write because of the untapped potential in my ideas that I want to bring to life. Or should I say forced… Whether it’s worth it or not will always be the question that haunts me everyday
Sorry if this sounds like a rant. I do still appreciate and thank you all for taking the time to read my rant. Oh and happy new year everybody!