It was a Sunday afternoon. After hours of searching I finally found who I was looking for. Today was meant to be a special day, a fun day, but instead it was not.
I finally had the courage to ask my crush out. After 2 and a half years of gazing at her across the room I got drunk one night and convinced myself I could do it. The next day I asked to meet up with her and asked her out and she said yes. But today did not go as planned. We had set up a time, a place, and even kept in contact the whole time beforehand making sure to confirm it was still on with each other. Yet on the day itself she never showed up.
Within half an hour of waiting I knew something was wrong. As an hour passed I pondered just leaving. At 2 hours I was getting worried and sent her a message to which she replied she is almost here. At 3 hours I aent another to get no reply. At 4 hours I received a message saying that she was here. And at 4 and a half hours I started looking, searching everywhere I could and only now after 5 hours do i get to see her.
Today it was meant to be special yet it was ruining. My heart was thumping out of my cheat as she stood there without clothes on. She slowly turned around and without any fear stood there showing everything. As she stood there a knife glittered and the blood covering her reflected the nearby street lamp. As she stood there her eyes looked in my direction without emotion. And as she stood there she was seductively licking her lips.
My heart pumped out of my chest.
“What happened!! Are you ok?!”
I hysterically shout aloud, showing as much concern as I can.
“I was worried about you!!”
She still doesnt reply, but instead starts walking towards me. One step at a time, blood dripping from every part of her.
“Are you injured?”
Slow steps, remaining steady. Not speeding up nor slowing down. My heart is thumping as loud as a train.
“Who’s blood is this?”
I ask more and more questions, hoping for some answers only to be turned away with a small shake of her head. Continuing to walk towards me her knife hits another beam of the street lamps light, my heart is thumping louder than a siren.
“Can you please speak to me?!”
Losing what little will I have left my legs start shaking. Fear swells in my lungs making it hard to breathe, but my feeling for her also show as my heart continues thumping, only getting louder and faster as she gets closed.
“Why won’t you answer me...”
In a quiet voice, any hope of her answer spills into a drain. As she finally reaches me she starts to walk past me, keeping her eyes on me at all times. A glint appears in her eyes as she glances towards my exposed neck.
“I was waiting for you, it’s been a while since I’ve liked anyone this much.”
She slips behind me. My heart is going faster than it ever has before. Unsure of what is happening my mind, already muddled, goes blank as I get a headache. A sharp pain appears at the back of my head, as if a brick has been thrown at me. Yet I did not feel anything touch me.
Suddenly her hands reach around me, slowly bringing us into a hug. Her hands, covered in blood, smother it over my shirt. Her arms are warm, and so is the blood, yet I also feel something cold. Something so cold it feels like I have been dropped in the arctic, yet it is also hard. The knife she was holding is now on my chest while directly pointed towards my throat. My chest is pounding.
“Hello darling”, she whispered in my ear. A tingling feeling is sent through my body both from my ear, and my chest. My heart cannot beat fast than jt is doing so.
“Would you like to lose something today? Your clothes maybe? Would you prefer if I instead took your virginity?”
A chill is sent through my spine. But I’m not sure what from. My heart is getting louder and louder.
“I was joking of course, but what if it was something more important. Something impossible to get back.”
Her hand slowly moves up my body, leaving a bloodied trail along my shirt, while also bringing the knife closer to my throat.
“Would you like that, darling?”
Her seductive teasing reaches deel into my body. Sirens going off everywhere in my body yet I cannot move, frozen in whatever position I may be in.
But I won’t be frozen for long. Her hand slowly moves over to my face. My heart now sounds louder than the sirens outside.
Her hand moves my head to look at her. Deep in her eyes I see, something, I’m not sure what but I seize up more so than before, my whole bosy tensing. My heart is now beating at over 250bpm.
As she stares into my soul I feel her hand move once again but my attention is stolen by the rest of her body. She leans in and kisses me directly on the lips and I shiver. Some blood drips down my neck and my heart is slowing down. The girl of my dreams pushes me down to the ground while kissing me, her tongue swirling around my mouth. But I cannot feel my body, my heart is now back to normal.
As she mounts me, she rubs her nude body against mine, spreading the blood to every part of me, yet I cannot feel a single part of it. My heart is slowing down even more.
Her lips part mine as she gleefully stares down at me, watching as I lie there. My heart is slowing down even more, slowing to a pace no faster than a dripping tap.
Her mouth moves as if speaking yet I cannot hear a word, my heart slows down to a speed too slow to seem safe yet I cannot do anything about it.
The knife I saw before is now hovering above me, glittering with fresh blood, falling into her open mouth. What a beautiful woman, I wish I could marry her. But it will never come.
My heart has now slowed to a stop and my vision fades. One last time she kisses me before I fall asleep, never to wake up again.
My heart beat fast, but it eventually slowed. My love has shown me affection, and I have reciprocated. Love and death is entwined, may I see her in whatever place I go.
My concience is blurring now. So I guess this is goodbye. May you last... May you last a thousand years, last a thousand years in. You last in, years in the hearts of others. Farewell.
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