ChaosGodOfJashin
The Chaos God of The Towers
- Joined
- Jun 21, 2021
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Yo, Jashin here. Still here at the very least. For those who had seen my previous thread, I am sorry.
I have realised the error in my ways of living and I am way too naive. I realised that I am still too immature.
For those who had not seen it as it is probably deleted. That is fine. I just wanted to have someone to talk to about this anonymously.
So right now I am fine. Kinda? I mean my illness made me couldn't really eat that well because anything that entered my stomach will be vomited out again. But I am trying hard not to.
I had realised that I am too selfish of a person and realised that I too had hope in me. I just always turned a blind eye to it and always think that my worries will magically went away.
And so I had decided and resolute myself to go on until that future that I admire. I will chase my dreams to become a Game Developer alongside my friends. I will live alongside my friend in Japan and I will make my parents proud.
I had realised that there are people who cared about me but I just locked them out of my true feelings and I will learn to accept them.
I know this may just seem random but sometimes, I appreciate the Internet where I could just be anonymous and tell my stories to others. I will probably keep writing after my conditions are better. But for now I need to focus on what I can do.
P.S: This might seem funny but I also got my encouragement from seeing those reddit videos about entitled people on youtube and that made me realise that there are way more people who suffered more dealing with them rather than me:/. So I just wanted to say nice work to you all hard working customer services out there!!
I have realised the error in my ways of living and I am way too naive. I realised that I am still too immature.
For those who had not seen it as it is probably deleted. That is fine. I just wanted to have someone to talk to about this anonymously.
So right now I am fine. Kinda? I mean my illness made me couldn't really eat that well because anything that entered my stomach will be vomited out again. But I am trying hard not to.
I had realised that I am too selfish of a person and realised that I too had hope in me. I just always turned a blind eye to it and always think that my worries will magically went away.
And so I had decided and resolute myself to go on until that future that I admire. I will chase my dreams to become a Game Developer alongside my friends. I will live alongside my friend in Japan and I will make my parents proud.
I had realised that there are people who cared about me but I just locked them out of my true feelings and I will learn to accept them.
I know this may just seem random but sometimes, I appreciate the Internet where I could just be anonymous and tell my stories to others. I will probably keep writing after my conditions are better. But for now I need to focus on what I can do.
P.S: This might seem funny but I also got my encouragement from seeing those reddit videos about entitled people on youtube and that made me realise that there are way more people who suffered more dealing with them rather than me:/. So I just wanted to say nice work to you all hard working customer services out there!!