I get too attached to my works.
It seems impossible for it to be published without me feeling afraid of me being angry after gettin bad
My plan is to create "beater stories", the stories I wont get mad or disapointed if it got shit upon and make fun of.
I'm inspired from Hobby car owners and Hobby watch owner who have expensive car for show-off piece that they always worry, but they also have shit car for daily drive and daily use that they could abuse and not worry at all.
Their relationship with the beater is the best, because they only receive, receive, and receive a lot while only need to give zero near-feee investment because its so fuckin cheap to buy and maintain damn the beater.
Because even if the beater burns down and explode in the sea of fire, it wouldn't affect mich their live and barely affect their mind if at all.
Like this :
https://m.youtube.com/shorts/4N0Bneii9Jo
I have made 10+ draft and feel too attached to each one of them. Maybe if I create more, the more distant they feel and I wouldnt care about them anymore ?