Surprisingly.
Despite the innumerable number of "cliches" fusioned in my "self"
I finally understood the ultimate truth of "WHY" i have this passive aura of being "having troubles, creating troubles, being disliked"
I am basically LOKI-like
Found Male version of MonotonePuppet (woke) and reminds of past drama.
Everyone joking/talking about wokeness, but a woke come in (+ a big FU scream, me being unlucky target/drama magnet)
Ignorance is a blessing (old idiom)
Both are true.