If this is the beginning to a story, you have me hooked as the biggest asshole I've ever met in my life!
Dude.
I have thought about it. Telling the stories of the hay-day of collections. It's changed. But yeah, the shit we pulled back in the day. Man. I mean, people went to federal PRISON. I wanted to make a sit-com about it. I called it "PAID IN FULL". Basically Taxi meets the Office in a collection agency.
The last episode would be on 9/11. Everyone sitting around, making jokes as the towers fall. The MC calling the debtors in NYC and not getting anywhere because all the phone lines are jammed. One of his co-workers runs out of the office crying and nobody else understands what the big deal is. Then the MC discovers his client's main office was in the towers as the planes hit. His first thought would be, "Damn. This is going to affect my bonus check, isn't it?"
At the end of the shift he's driving home and he wonders, "Am I Evil?"
And that'd be the fade out.
Because... that was the point I started to figure out I was evil.
As a side note...
I find it disturbing the trend in modern media to basically make fun of heroism and promote MCs who are basically selfish.
The problem is, good times lead to soft men and soft men lead to hard times.
I was evil. I hated everyone and I wanted nothing more than to destroy the world and burn everyone alive in it. I was a bundle of unfocused rage and I tortured people. legally. But I tortured them. I made thousands, tens of thousands suffer. Hell, If we go with the legal proofs I developed and the programs I wrote to automate the whole process of making people hurt for profit... well...
Let's just say I hope that there is no karma, because otherwise there is a very special place in Hell for me.
Not everyone comes back. Not everyone who jumped into the Abyss can find their way back out. I think I am stronger for it. I think I have a much more keen and sharp sense of right and wrong than most. I no longer try to help people to "make up for past wrongs." That's insane. Would you STOP doing the right thing just because you finally "balanced the ledger"?
You should do the right thing because it is better to leave this world better than you found it.
Being heroic is a million small things and being a hero is not something to be mocked. It isn't lame. Being a good man and doing good deeds is it's own reward. Trust me. Being able to sleep at night is a wonderful thing. Don't ever do anything you can't live with that will come back to haunt you.
We like to pretend we could be evil and cruel. We like reading stories about Anti-Heroes or Anti-Villains or just straight up villains because there is an appeal to burning it all down and starting over. But do you really think you could come up with a better world than the one that has been hard won through 12,000 years of civilization?
Of course you do. Because we all ask, Why doesn't The Batman Just Shoot The Joker? How many lives would he be saving if he had just done that?
Because the moment he does that, the moment he crosses that line, you need to draw a new line. Can you live with THAT line you will never cross? What about the Joker -1? Do you shoot him? How about Joker but only 4% of the original? Where do you stop shooting people? It's hard to understand for most people, because most people have never crossed the line. Most people never said, "Fuck It." and did whatever popped into their head while lying to themselves that "They're just ahead of the curve."
I drew the line at never breaking the law. It's amazing how evil you can be, legally. But I watched many people ignore that rule and wind up in prison. Eventually I lost the rage and got to see my past actions through eyes not blinded by rage.
I guess it's why I write about heroes.
Its far better people just were good from the get-go, instead of having to find out the hard way, like I did.