i struggle with using schedules for my own writing. i don't really like to force myself to write on a specific chapters per day. i'd rather just wait and just get along with life until the inspiration struck.
i also didn't like to do research at all. i find it pointless to do just for writing a story. i only do it if i genuinely like the subject. that's probably why my writing is always surreal, i just want to skip all kinds of thing that must adhere to reality and just write whatever i want.
the other major thing is feedback i guess, i never really like to ask feedback from anyone. i feel that i already wrote for long enough to know my own writing and if there's something lacking, i don't think it will ever be posted. and if i don't like it anymore, i can just either rewrite or scrap it completely. either way, nothing is lost, i actually don't give a fuck about the writing, but the journey itself.
as someone who just write for a hobby and just sharing for fun, i think getting feedback isn't that necessary when you reached a certain point.
i don't like writing for others and if following their advice make me hate writing, why bother?
though yeah, it's more that i'm a really arrogant person and i don't like it when people trying to boss over me, no matter how good are they in writing. simply 'cuz what works for one may not for another, and i just fukken hate when those damn backseaters tried to force their goddamn meta.
if people want to give feedback, i'd like to at least be nice about it. i respect if they can point out the problems without trying to cuss like scolding a bad student and humiliate them in front of the class. i know it when someone wanted to be helpful or just trying to be a dick.
for the latter case, i'm the type who remembers whoever crossed the line. well, that's about it.
