TheEldritchGod
A Cloud Of Pure Spite And Eyes
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Yeah, so... about 80% of the funerals I've attended have been in December. Mom died on my birthday which is this month. Sister died on the 10th, Richard threw himself in front of a subway train last year on the 15th. Madodge is dead, Cabby is dead, Leonard's dead, Sam's dead. I spend last night drunk as hell just trying to find people I used to know and feels like I'm the last one alive. I get it. We didn't exactly live lives designed for longevity, but I didn't expect to be the last man standing at 50.
Oh. Good chance my cat in stage three kidney failure is gonna die soon, so... fuckin' merry Christmas.
If on the odd chance "Skeletor" if yer still alive, and you know who you are. Remember Silvernail? We worked that Springsteen Concert on grand island? Miss ya man. Drop me a line. I can't find Silvernail and would love to chat. Yer the only two left I don't know about and... Silvernail's dead, isn't he? Nobody does that much coke and lives. But I dunno...How many motorcycle crashes was he in? Isn't like, both legs completely reconstructed with metal rods? Maybe a cyborg like him could still be alive.
Maybe I'm still a bit drunk.
I hate Christmas. I hate everything this time of year. I might be taking it out on you guys and I'm sorry. I miss the Casino I miss those guys. The "secret pass" to get across the border. Man, can't pull that shit these days. We were MAGIC. The all you can eat, the stupidity of Niagra Falls. We ruled. Well, for a while. For a brief shining moment. Always one step ahead until it all caught up. What i wouldn't give to hear Russel The Love Muscle come screaming out of the darkness fuckin' baked out of his mind again.
God we were stupid. Always angry. Always something to prove. Always smarter than the next guy until it all came down.
I should sleep. But still, wanted to say, I like you guys. Sorry been such an ass lately. its not you, its me. Soon as Jan comes around, I'll stop being so depressed.
Oh. Good chance my cat in stage three kidney failure is gonna die soon, so... fuckin' merry Christmas.
If on the odd chance "Skeletor" if yer still alive, and you know who you are. Remember Silvernail? We worked that Springsteen Concert on grand island? Miss ya man. Drop me a line. I can't find Silvernail and would love to chat. Yer the only two left I don't know about and... Silvernail's dead, isn't he? Nobody does that much coke and lives. But I dunno...How many motorcycle crashes was he in? Isn't like, both legs completely reconstructed with metal rods? Maybe a cyborg like him could still be alive.
Maybe I'm still a bit drunk.
I hate Christmas. I hate everything this time of year. I might be taking it out on you guys and I'm sorry. I miss the Casino I miss those guys. The "secret pass" to get across the border. Man, can't pull that shit these days. We were MAGIC. The all you can eat, the stupidity of Niagra Falls. We ruled. Well, for a while. For a brief shining moment. Always one step ahead until it all caught up. What i wouldn't give to hear Russel The Love Muscle come screaming out of the darkness fuckin' baked out of his mind again.
God we were stupid. Always angry. Always something to prove. Always smarter than the next guy until it all came down.
I should sleep. But still, wanted to say, I like you guys. Sorry been such an ass lately. its not you, its me. Soon as Jan comes around, I'll stop being so depressed.