Every night before I go to sleep I stare at the mirror with one hand pointing at my reflection and the other holding a razor blade. If I can't gaslight myself enough to convince that I'm happy and not suicidal I'm severing my arteries. Otherwise I put down the blade and go to sleep. Two decades and counting. My streak's going strong.
>supposed right wing extremist
>has written a manifesto about degeneracy and being anti-porn
>about to depopulate a grocery store
>checks phone while recording
>niche, fringe furry porn from a PBS kids' show
You like dangerous women? That's cute. You know why I'm wearing a gas mask right now? Agent orange. It's permeating across my Frankfurt apartment. I'm locked from the inside; doors barricaded outside, windows sealed. There's a camera sitting on the top corner of my living room. I wave to it lovingly, knowing my cute BND spy gf is monitoring me from Berlin.
Have you ever done speed doodles on your exam paper that ends up being one of your best works but you know you're never gonna get it back again once you hand it in?
Why is it that, whilst sleeping the same amount of hours, do I get fucked up going to bed late and waking up in the late morning but not when I go to bed in the late evening and wake up before dawn?
Is this some biological clock bullshit or a global "waking up early is a virtue" psy op?
i get unnecessarily mean when i don't get my sleep. i don't use this word wisely, but holy hell i get toxic, like radioactive, whenever i get tired, or when i stay up late at night. it's like some inner demon i keep suppressed during the day reaching out from inside in my fatigued hubris.
>furry commissions get you $$$
>money will make you happy
>don't listen to those sappy people claiming money isn't important for happiness, love and air don't fill the stomach