Okay, I'm home again. Showered away 50y.o dust and my head is temporarily able to think about something else than floors and walls. Time for the ultimate reading.
The reading was regarding your past, present and future.
Your draws were:
The Moon - past
Three of Swords - present
Five of Pentacles - future
My interpretation of cards in this spread would be:
You used to be under the influence of an illusion. You thought things different from how they actually were and you were somewhat controlled by this situation, as it was affecting your emotions and perception of yourself. Then, however, came moment where you saw past the mirage and saw things for what they are.
This is causing you distress, you can feel lonely, unhappy and depressed. You feel like you lost something or that you were betrayed. Despite this unpleasant feelings though, you are finally able to see clearly and be better informed and prepared for future.
There are some hardships waiting for you, having to deal with some turmoil in your life, be it money or relationships. It will be only temporary, however. Whatever struggles await you, they won't last forever and eventually they will all pass. You have people around you that you can rely on and they will be there to help you, when you reach out.
Thank you, Ane-san. Your loving hug already makes me feel better.
Then I give a couple more
In my country, the tax burden is so high that the end of June is considered the point when you stop working for the state and start working to pay your own expenses. But that's an optimistic view because it's even worse. I f*cking hate taxes.
I am very careful with money, but unfortunately, it never seems to be enough. I can't complain too much in that regard, but I have to remain vigilant.
As for break-ups... I won't comment. I'll wait for your interpretation.
Taxes are evil. When I was a teenager I didn't realize just how bad it was until I got my first job and had almost half of my pisspoor salary eaten away on garbage taxes
They say it will be our diet of the future. I can see the nutritional potential, but frankly, they only evoke disgust in me.
If in the future bug are the only thing to eat then I will fucking starve. I can't. I can't deal with them alive and most certainly can't think about eating them