Paul
Its unlikely as you are reliable/mature but still want to say it : i hope i won't turn desillusioned of you.
You+ few wholesome users, are remaining users that keep my opinion from going "f this, im out"
PS : I know that since young i had "curse" (i am annoying or others dislike me no reason), but it worsened. Especially on the forum, with users suddenly turning mad, like flipping chess table.